I just completed my school and i was happy to join college. Its was December '03. I was coming from college and my friends dad came to pick him and he told me what happen. Not ready to belive him i stayed on till the whole of Mumbai turn ugly. It was called Riots.

I remember my mom saying get a religion tatoo on my hand in case there is riot they will see ur hand n let you go. I never thought or imagine i would witness something like this in my life.

I walk home from college to home as the bus and all were stop and everyone rushed home.

In the way i got a candy guy whom i wanted to buy sweets but he hurried up saying run for your life ..go home son. and then i reached home.

I stayed in andheri very near to Jogeshwari, its a very neighbour colony, if you get up early you can hear train noise and all. But that day whole night no one in my family slept.

We use to hear people cry shout, and weep, it was so painfull n frighten i use to cry, even all aunties and all the elder people use to cry. Intially i was frighten and i would hide inside.

Days pass by and i thought it would end up soon. But thats was not going to happen. We use to hear all type of stories. One taxi guy a muslim went to drop some one his taxi was burnt, and he got killed, then a guy from our area went on bike and he was killed.

I thought i wont end up loosing my life without giving a fight. I took out and went to protect my family and the area . We had created our won nakabhandi, we even never spare police from check up. All the entry was blocked and we patrol the place. In day time we use to play cricket on the road.

Night use to be very tense and frighten.

And all slowly came to halt.....i got my normal life....after scores of people

I remember clearly i was down n low i told her sucide, she replied to me that would be my saddiest day as she had grown me up to have a better future for her n for me.

I had lot of things which i believed and fought for. My belief is that life is boring may be good times are yet to come. I removed hard days when i was broke n low ..thinking n believinf myself.

There are lot of things which still are yet to come n will always be there ..i but my bold step n think about some stuff. One thing in my life move me most, when i seen a guy begging for blood. I never imagine this ..

Life goes on..u never know whats coming or whats going by the time u figure it out its all gone. I am writing this Diary on 23rd July 2007.

My life at work is a routine everyone trying to avoid the Hard work. I work for Online Media company (m2w may be yrs when i read i figure it out). There are things which make me feel comfortable. Dont have to say anything, i miss my frnd Bijoy whom i work for one year with him.

Home is where my brothers kids wait for me ..if i skipped i have gf waiting for me.Some times i feel i am caught in between all of them wants a share of me.

I don't know when this 2 kids grow up will remember me as dear uncle or one who always become their bakra....

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The only good player in Indian team is Dhoni..I think others need to think of their performance, Sehwag man of big Hopes law of average catch up with him gods knows when he will start performing, same goes to Tendli, u can predict when will he play or get out, my friend laxman i think he is too lazy to play any sports + Marriage must be tired after all hard work in nite, Dravid has improved he has shown maturite let see how long can he hold, Yurag man he gets going ..but i still have doubt, Kaif needs to be in test match and one day will give him confidence, Oh bowler man i m confuse play with how many of them ..dont know when u require 1, Irfan loosing his touch i belive he is more on batting rather than bowler, Zaheer pls .. show him the way, Munaif patel ..guys ( Selectors ) do u have grudge on him, Powar let him play, Harbajan lost his aggressive, Kumble time up, RP singh more test pls ....santh need to play... try more guys man .. We need more middle order batsman more like Yuraj, may be Rajesh powar fits the blog.